Showing posts from December, 2017


Well, it’s been quite an emotional month and a half to say the least. I have had some of my darkest moments and some of the best moments as well. I honestly find it difficult to put it all into words. I have doubted the Lord’s faithfulness more times than I am willing to admit. There were plenty of moments when I knew it was all I could do to keep from screaming. I don’t know if the difficulties and insecurities I have been facing are over, or even close to it. However, I have learned at least one thing over the course of this month and that is this: that the only place where true and lasting and perfect joy is found is in Jesus. It’s in knowing that despite my MANY weaknesses, a perfect Father loves me. Joy is in the realization of my ultimate purpose—to glorify God and to further His Kingdom, not my own. I have learned that no matter how dark my days are, there is peace to be had at the foot of the cross in moments of true honesty with God. It’s in the moments of being physically o…